1st one

so so far im just waiting to get out, this town is depressing, but so is everything else. latley i've been thinking about just getting out myself, but somehow i keep thinking maybe i'll get through all of this, and then i just think about running more. there are so many reminders of how hopless my life is and that there really is no point anymore. it seems like a lifetime. and the worst of it is, it's like a door, theres a button you can press to get out, but your feet are glued to the floor so close that you are an inch from your finger reaching the button, but it's just impossible. you've probably heard this all before, and it doesn't really matter that much but i think getting it out to the internet is better than telling to those who really don't give a damn. oh wait, why would anyone on the internet, you don't know me, why should you. oh well here it goes......